Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Bittersweet.

Haix.. a little disapointed that i didnt get into CI.I had already decided that if i became CI then ill try my best to stay in MJ but if i din then MJ will remain a question mark. So now its still a question mark lor. but quite happy that Alvin got thru. Hope that if he stay in this sch he will become coucillor.O level results comin out on 9 feb. its been confirmed. srjc people were saying that they had confirmed that results are coming out on the 6 feb but they were wrong. A bit happy that results didnt come out so early.. i still need time to prepare for my humanities marks. feel like im betraying the OGL thingy leh since im not planning to stay in this sch. wonder how come my life became so sad again. Ill really miss all of them here esp my OG and my CG. they are quite nice now and honestly i'm not ready to go to yj and see so many familiar faces again. some of my ex sch mates were an essential pain in the ass and i dunno where they went for PAE. and being in yishun, there is a high chance that i'll see many of them again. We just started this sch-wide Angel and Mortal thingy and so far its ok (other than the fact that i stil havent een introed to my mortal and ive no idea who my angel is). So funny lor our mortals are from diff classes so its weird. Lectures has been gg on as usual but a little more stressful than last time..........haiz..........dont really wanna leave MJ leh but i cant take running to the bus stop everyday and then standing the whole bus ride. and by the time i reach home its so darn late that i dint have enough time to study. Weishan was talking about gg to yishun. Cant understadn why she would wanna leave NYJ but she must have her own reasons. Dunno 'bout the distance but i dint think ill ever try NYJ. Altho here im surrounded by chinese ppl too its not so bad. theyre not talking in chinese all the time so i dont feel as left out as i used to feel (not saying that i used to feel left out but... you get the picture). Now not sure how la but..... i think that due to circumstances i'll finally have to go y lor.

Posted by dummyforsale at 12:49 AM