Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Finally got time to blog!!! I am officially panicking, what with PW and promos and all the random stuff. Hope I do well and at least get promoted or I'm going to be real sad. Banking on passing Math, Chem and Phy.Econs........ dunno la. Try my best I guess. Wish I was clever like Mingching but sadly I am of lower intelligence. So sad. But I must work harder and not blog. No idea how people find time to blog. Scary.

PW is in a mess. Interviewed Mr Toh about our project and his best advice is to scrap the idea. Die la. But ST sas we have to " defend our grounds." And Ms-Intelligent-ST just told us that the words in diagrams are counted. NOW ONLY SHE TELL US. WE"VE BEEN SCAMMED FOR THE PAST SIX MONTHS!!! Die. We'll overshoot like shit. Die. Die. Die. Then Er's group also used a lot of diagrams and they already overshot by 1.5K words. But theirs is damn good la. All ME with one being a high ME. My group is probably all AE la. Die. And on top of that we overshot words. DIE.
Why is everything crashing down as I speak? Am I gonna fail promos. Probably.I'm just so happy all the time that I never stop to feel pain. I guess its crashin down on me now when I'm vulnerable with all the PW shit. At least my primary school past is not coming back to haunt me. then I'd just die and go to hell. Dont see the incentive of living sometime cuz when I die, Im probably just going to hell. Im afraid to reveal some of the secrets that will make my friends run. Only some ppl like Mingching know so its ok. But for someone who doesnt like keeping secrets, i sure have a lot. I almost told some ppl but caught myself. Ppl probably think im spastic the way i start talking and then stop and shake my head and catch myself mid-sentence. I guess its better that way. Or i'll just be a loner.

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