Tuesday, April 10, 2007

I'm like so sad now. I mean, it's bad enough that they brought us into the choir at such a time. That is not their fault so maybe we can understand. But now they want us to sell 15 tix or else we absorb the cost. ABSORB THE COST LEH!!!! You know the total cost someone could absorb? $240. You know how much that is? twenty percent of my monthly total household income. TWENTY FUCKING PERCENT OF MY MONTHLY HOUSEHOLD INCOME LEH!!!!! That is fucking lot la. So now I'm like super depressed because I dunno how I'm going to come up with the money. Sorry to those ppl who can't stand vulgarities but now I really can't take it la. I'm like going to explode so soon. You know, I'm so sad that i keep on LOLing to my self so that I won't resort to suicide. It's already not like I have a lot of cash la. God I don't even have enough to get me thru uni. So I probably can't go uni straight away I have to work for a while before I can go stdy whatever nonsense I'm going to study in uni. I think I'm going to die before I go to uni. Very bad feeling. Maybe bcuz I'm feeling crappy now or sth. I dunno la. I was saving for my Cambridge thing but now its like start all over again. I think must use my Edusave scholarship money that I put in the bank to save for uni. Die la.

Posted by dummyforsale at 7:12 AM